All Choked Up

Album: Baseball: An Album by Sayanything

Year: 2001

Track number: Hidden song

Lyrics

Thank God I don't think out loud

Too many thoughts in my head right now

Mostly concerning the moonlight

As it dances across your neck.

Out of practice, and you smell like roses.

I'm the mortal soldier, you're queen of hearts

All that I want is to show you how you you're nothing like all of them tell you.

To be more than just a cricket on your shoulder,

A little closer.

Feelings choke me

Don't let me leave without a word

I’ll never give in,

I’ve been letting my mind win the war with my heart again

You are timeless

I am a fool in love with time

I've always believed in you

Want to be more than that tonight

And live for the moment

But that takes too much pride. You will say what I’ll never have

I'd shape up and put on weight

Cross out my calendar marked to the date

where we'd meet on some mystic veranda

To dance I'd show you skills. I've not forgotten. I'd spoil you rotten.

So don't be afraid,

For better or worse,

Lets dive head-first

We can think about this later when we’re not so jaded. So jaded.

I can't go on the way I've gone forever. A new endeavor is oh so needed and

Feelings scare you

You never look me in the eye

Don't ever change, I just want you to know the complacency’s always been staged

I was blinded until you opened up my eyes

I've always believed in you

Want to be more than that tonight

And live for the moment

But that takes too much pride

You will stay what I’ll

Never have if I tried

Damned if I don't. What if I died without being with you

I can try all I want

The feelings would taunt saying ‘loser we see through you.’

And forgive me, love

These thoughts are not my own

They were put in my mind by aliens

To keep me home alone.

And forgive me love for wanting you.

Blame it on those eyebrows arching over baby blues

Oh you, oh you.....

And live for the moment but that takes too much pride.

You will stay what I’ll never have.

Oh can you see me now?

Do you hear me now?

Do you see me now?

Could you save me now?

Do you hear me now?

Could you see me now?

Could you save me now?

I'm choking... I'm choking...